i dont want to leave this blank

[stalinist]

i had livejournal when i was a teenager and now im back to this sort of site. im probably going to use this to lurk. i dont have the energy to make everything look ~aesthetic~ but i dont think i was ever good at it. im going to use this as a journal so i dont think im going to get very personal on here in terms of identity, specifically. i really need to vent and i feel like a burden to everyone around me.

anyway this is just my first post. i think im too old for teenage angst. my journal name is merely incidental.